this too, shall pass
When I was in KL, I started questioning. Perhaps it was my hype from being away the week before and having such a tangible experience with God while praying for people… and when I was in KL, all of that dissapeared. Somehow, God seemed to have dissapeared too. I waited for Him everyday but somehow either I never waited enough or perhaps distraction just too big.
At one point I ask myself if all these has been a dream.
I don’t know.
I am scared because my heart has never felt like this before.
I want to go home.
