When I cannot run anymore
What are you meant to do when you can’t feel it? Or when things just doesn’t feel right? I used to think if it is scary, I can run away. But this time I couldn’t.
I stood in front of everyone.. and I was trying to figure out what others were thinking. I wonder if they could see right through me and knew what I was thinking. I wanted to run. I was trying so hard to get things right but it became so wrong – everything was wrong. I couldn’t figure out how to keep speaking.. I just did. I wasn’t sure what I said..
I don’t know.